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cashew: Kamui holding a bunch of books (X // even heroes read)

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cashew: Minako's transformation pen (SailorMoon // pen is mightier)

Yep, this is another D&D entry.

In reality, I'm not actually playing D&D according to the published rules. But since I'm playing solo, and because homebrew and hacking is such a common part of the tabletop culture, I'm technically playing D&D if that's meant to encompass "playing pretend by rolling dice to resolve an outcome then use imagination to figure out what happens next."

Which is what I'm doing.

So, now I've got a turtle (technically "tortle" but let's be real it's a turtle) named Mary Shelly who rescued a Jackalwere after accidentally being tricked into joining a cult (their intelligence stat is low, what can I say?), joined by a drow cosplaying as a wood elf. I'm also bending several rules by allowing AGI growth and picking a feat to make up for playing with only three characters and two of whom are sidekicks that have only half the features of a full character while going through a module designed for 4-6 PCs. Anyhoo.

My party's journey so far: pulled a heist job at a tavern, infiltrated a cult hideout and accidentally killed ally NPC who is supposed to give the party important clues to the next part of the quest, recovered dragon cultists hoard and fenced off the items to buy magic scrolls, rescued then lost a prisoner to a death cult, snuck into a rich but evil cult leader's villa, terrorized a butler and maid, got jumped by animated amor which they stuffed into a dumb waiter, and are now trying to figure out how to save prisoners without triggering the imp assassination.

Oh, and they bribed a winged cat called Slobberchops with a day's worth of rations. And Slobberchops is basically the only reason this party of idiots haven't died because Slobberchops can see the invisible imps and warn the party ahead of time.

And I haven't finished chapter one yet!

I'm definitely selling off the stolen perfume to buy Slobberchops a cat carrier. This kitty is coming with me. The description says Slobberchops doesn't even like his current owner anyway, so yep, with me it comes!

In short, overall, I'm enjoying this particular run of solo D&D much better now that I'm ignoring the majority of 5/5.5e rules. Which says much about the actual design of the game! So, my recommendation to anyone who actually wants to play D&D: get everyone to agree to ignore most of the game and make shit up. Stick to "roll dice to see if you beat a number" but change everything else to fit what pleases players at the table.

Also, anyone who tries to sell you on "try a different system" is probably trying to, well, sell you something. I mean, don't get me wrong, I, too, have made my own system, which I enjoy using very much and plan to do more with it after this recent spate of D&D-ing. But honestly, you really don't need to try different systems if you're willing to hack the rules apart and do whatever you want with it. Because a system you custom made for yourself is definitely going to be more fun than anything else on the market made by someone else for someone else's tastes.

Also, good luck if you want something whimsical. I don't know why the tabletop community is so allergic to whimsy, but I've had a hell of a time trying to find whimsical adventures. And no, silly comedy does not whimsy make. I'm talking Alice in Wonderland, Through the Looking Glass, Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy style whimsy absurdist wordplay and satirical humor. (Actually, now that I think about it, whimsical absurdist wordplay literature is pretty dang rare generally speaking. Why is that? Do people hate puns that much? P.S. Also, I'm having an existential crisis trying to figure out why I don't click with Pratchett's writing. On paper Discworld should be everything I want, and yet I keep bouncing off of it. This is making me navel-gaze trying to figure out just WTF I want.)

Anyway. I've got a trip coming up, so gotta go prepare for that. (But also, yay, High Speed Rail! Will probably play an on-the-go session or something... That's discussion for another time.)

cashew: dude with sunglasses looking confused (Misc // Haa?)

Denmark just capitulated to Trump threats. Yet the English language media is focused on pretending like this is some kind of "victory" for Denmark resistance.

Now let's get something very, very clear here. Prior, the matter of Greenland "security" was "delegated" to US provided US upheld NATO agreements. I want to emphasize the importance of this last condition: provided US upheld NATO agreements. The previous agreement does not presume that Denmark and US will remain allies and furthermore has an ending condition. There are terms enforced upon the US side in exchange for allowing their military presence in Greenland.

According to the new "deal", US gets to dictate Greenland security in perpetuity FOREVER. In addition, US gets to dictate who is allowed to invest in Greenland. So two points:

  1. Once signed, this means Greenland's security becomes a US decision no matter what. This means even if US disbands NATO, Greenland is still obligated to host US troops. This means if US attacks a neighbor or former ally, Greenland is still obligated to host US troops. There is no exit strategy.

  2. US has total control of foreign economic investment in Greenland. Greenland can no longer receive foreign investment without US permission. This "enemy state" tag is purely aesthetic because the US can declare any state as an enemy state willy-nilly based on whether they want to allow investment into Greenland. This is NOT a normal security agreement, y'all!

I'm utterly baffled why people in Denmark/Greenland think they retained sovereignty when they've allowed another country unconditional military occupation in perpetuity. Like...do you people even understand what sovereignty is? This is outright annexation, with no cost to the US other than some idle threats! I know the media doesn't want to hand Trump a win, but is no one willing to point out the blatant annexation that's happening?

Also, just a reminder, Nazi Germany annexed Denmark after fighting only 6 hours. This is worse. This is annexation after 0 hours of resistance.

cashew: Riza Hawkeye emptying her guns at the viewer (FMA // die)

I know technically they're little more than just very sophisticated predictive text generators, but I expect for the sophistication to pass well enough to fool me by this point. Except the writing continues to be absolutely cliché 💩 that doesn't make sense half the time. I expect the AI to be able to generate genuinely "creative" sounding plot hooks by this point! Why are they constantly repeating my own words back at me during role-playing? Stop describing what I just said my character was doing and get on with the story already.

Is there a reason why AI keep filling up paragraphs with useless description and are verbose for absolutely no reason? Or have they just been trained on too much shitty fanfic? I'm asking this from the CS side of things. Like is there a science reason for this?

Anyway, I've just had a very headache inducing experience trying to play AI DMed game session and have went back to playing solo D&D. I swear even solo play is better than AI. AI so annoying, gaaaah. Words are meaningless.

Edit: And the crossposting seemed to have died again? Do I need to keep updating API keys or something for the IJ crossposts to work?❔️❓️⁉️

cashew: Riza Hawkeye emptying her guns at the viewer (FMA // die)

Honestly, I'm starting to get annoyed at how frequently the subject of AI is popping up in hobby spaces. There are so many vectors of annoyance for me, but I think a huge part of this is the performative outrage, or maybe not performative but definitely ill-thought out outrage.

First: Consumers are angry at AI. Now, if you are able to identify AI slop and go "this is AI slop, I did not pay to buy AI slop" then good for you. Cease paying for AI slop. However, if you were perfectly happy buying slop and found the slop was AI generated after the fact...shut up and go away. You couldn't tell the difference between AI generated slop and human generated slop. AI being better at mass market human crap is not a good enough reason to have buyer's remorse.

Second: The creatives need to stop pushing the angle of "Human created things are worth your money." The problem is not that the end consumers want to pay you less money. Note that I'm talking about the end consumer, not the entrepreneur petite bourgeois (or the bigger bourgeois/giant capitalists) who want to crush cost to the lowest possible price. The problem is that the capitalists (and yes, this includes the indie publishing petite bourgeois who owns the means of their production) are incentivized to make things as cheaply as possible to maximize profit as greatly as possible under the capitalist economic system.

If you want to solve the problem of AI, then you need to tackle the root of the problem: the economic system of selling labor as livelihood aka capitalism. Rather than try to protect the system of exploitation that has, admittedly, exponentially increased human productivity (and exploitation of labor for the capitalist class), perhaps it is time to engage in reform (or revolution if you are so inclined) to decouple the necessity of labor from goods distribution.

Might I entice you to consider lobbying for UBI (universal basic income) from your government, price cap on basic living needs (food, water, shelter, energy, and increasingly telecommunication/internet), enact planned economies to protect job availability, etc.? These government programs/systems will ensure that you do not need to work for sustenance and/or job security, thus you can go live the life of the starving artist/creative without actually starving and you will be able to afford to give your art away for free.

The problem is the free market. You want to get rid of the free market is what I'm saying. Because the free market is the actual thing that is killing your livelihood, not AI or people who purchase AI slop. (And even if the AI companies did compensate you for the products you created that was used to train the AI in the first place, it still won't be enough to fix the market problem.)

Three: No one is advocating for Free AI as a solution to their problem. Given that AI was developed on stolen/uncompensated labor, the actual argument should be that AI need, nay should be a public good free to use by all in perpetuity. The fact that the governments are allowing AI companies to make money rather than passing laws to enforce these companies into compulsory subsidizing of consumer use is the real problem. If you want to kill AI, then you target the industry from the point of capital.

Take back the means of production, artists. This is what you should be advocating, not shaming end consumers into buying human art.

cashew: picture of delivery cat from Another Eden dressed in pumpking costume (Another Eden // Pumpkin Cat)

So, I've been able to load the Recent Entries pages just fine. I can read my subscription/friend circle page just fine. But trying to load Dreamwidth's main page (such as getting to the Create Entries page) has been a nightmare and takes forever. I have not yet seen any updates on this matter from Dreamwidth news, so I'm kind of just flailing out here.


In other news, it is officially the start of Chinese Fall (立秋). That means the humidity has lifted even if the average temperature is still insane and terrible. Sweating actually cools me off now!

I have not yet had a chance to put my new d8 dice to work. It is an on-going process. I've been quite bleh recently and would like to actually move myself toward being more productive. But the heat is a bitch and I find myself mostly lying around being useless.


In other other news, I've been ignoring news-news, although that has been rather impossible lately. I'm also trying to get back to writing some more, but that has also been rather...uuuuugh lately.

I need to wash out my fountain pens. o(TヘTo) I have unfortunately left my poor pens unwashed and there is now crud dried onto the ink reservoir and cleaning it out is going to be a paaaaaain, which only causes me to delay the washing even more. It's an ugly cycle.

...yep, I'm going to stop and go do some more house cleaning because I've been neglecting basically everything. Ugh, heat.

cashew: Sumomo acting like Sumomo (Default)

Spain gets their second star. Argentina regressed to the mean at the final.

Honestly, nit that surprising. Oh well. Wasn't really worth the effort of getting up. Sure, calls favored Spain, but nah. Defending title was always going to be a long shot.

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You tried your best, Argentina. Two finals back to back was already more than could be expected. Sad that Messi retires in a meh note, but well, let's not delude ourselves that Argentina had an actual plan that was ever going to work against a Spain side anyway.

Hopefully, though, if Spain keeps dominating, the NT meta will finally pay attention to the need for controlling midfield and generating players who can pass worth a damn.

Too tired, need sleep...

cashew: dude with sunglasses looking confused (Misc // Haa?)

OK, so apparently IJ put in API keys for crossposting. I did not notice that crossposting wasn't working until recently. Wow. Um...

I guess a couple of not-so-important entries failed to crosspost. I'm not really sure I've got it in me to care enough to go back and fix the old stuff. Oh well.


On happier note, Argentina into the FINALS! ¡Vamos!

...Yeah, I've got nothing.

(OK, maybe I do have one thing: Seriously? Seriously FIFA? You're getting your panties in a twist because Argentina celebrated winning against England and brought up the issue of the Malvinas War—an amoral colonizing war by the British Empire? And your excuse is "no politics"?! Fuck off. Teams wear their national colors. What the fuck do you think the national flag is if not politics? So stupid.)

cashew: Sakura looking visibly upset (CCS:CC // Waaaah!)

I didn't really want to watch the World Cup this year, because...well, many things. Anyway, point is, I didn't want to watch.

Then fucking Messi is in the line up and I was like, oh well, I guess I'll watch one game. Just as a send off to the little dude. He's probably coming on as a sub.

Except he's on for 90 minutes. And gets a hat trick.

And so, I'm watching World Cup, getting sucked into the stupid thing and becoming invested. Fucking hell. And now I'm waking up early to catch games and basically am a walking zombie for the rest of the day.

My only consolation is that Argentina has somehow scraped their way into the semis. This is much, much further than anyone could have anticipated. At this point, it's like...welp. I guess Messi is going to make me cheer for Argentina even though all evidence points to this team getting knocked out by England, but fuck it, Malvinas War let's gooooooo.

Also, anulo mufa. Frickin' hell.

On the other side of the bracket, I'm not sure who I want to win. On the one hand, I hate Mboopi (as a player and as a person), Deschamps is a fraud who relies on talent and have no tactics or philosophy to speak of. On the other hand, de la Fuente is also a fraud and French's Olise and Dembélé are actually good (I always believed in you, Dembouz 😭) and I would like those two to get more recognition. So, I'm on the fence about the match-up.

Either way, I'm still of the belief that whomever wins the France vs Spain match is going to win the Final. Neither England nor Argentina looks particularly convincing. 💀 And yet...¡VAMOS ARGENTINA! anulo mufa

cashew: Sumomo acting like Sumomo (Chobits // Sumomo)

Messi-mania

Honestly, at 38 (with only a week until 39th b-day), I really expected Messi to be a super-sub, not scoring hat-tricks and still putting on a show. Granted, this probably won't last and knock-outs will be the suck as I look at what's ahead, but for now... I'll take it.

And yeah, that's about all I've got to say about that for now.

So, as long as Argentina keeps hanging in their by the skin of their teeth... Vamos Argentina!

(I don't really think Argentina is gonna win it again, but Messi keeps sucking me back in. Fffff...)

cashew: Kohane looking over her shoulder at a glowing piece of snow (xxxHolic // winter)

USA treatment of Iranian athletes have been absolutely despicable. I'm surprised anyone is trying to evoke "nuance" when it's been unequivocally terrible.

Yesterday's games were the most bleh draws. The amount of people trying to justify it as "exciting" is...no. Exciting is when two teams are trying their best to score and playing high quality, well executed tactics. Parking the bus and inability to put the ball into the net is not exciting. It's just frustrating.

Hoping Argentina bring a little magic to the table, but honestly not holding my breath after all these years of watching Argentina scraping by and winning games they statistically should be losing. (Messi is not enough as I keep saying, and it's been really unfair to Messi's cohort that they're a super talented group that had the terrible luck of being managed by an absolutely abysmal AFA.)

But also do not want France to win (hate Mbappé, if only he wasn't there, then I can actually cheer for France). So, I guess it's time to pin hopes on Germany. At least I like Nagelsmann's tactical philosophy. Spain's tactical philosophy is a betrayal of all that is good, so I don't like them. And anyone who is cheering for Portugal at this point is probably a fascist.

(Trying not to think about the politics and keep in my mind that athletes are not their governments...😑. Although NGL, my goodwill towards humankind is at an all time low ATM.)

Also, I need to stop reading reddit. The constant evidence of political idiocy and ignorance just... ugh.

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